"Remember when we felt infinite..."

ahlanyaariel @ 2006-10-19T21:08:00

2006-10-20T01:29:59Z

So yeah, I'm watching A Haunting on the discovery channel right now and it is by far the most scariest show on tv, I find myself screaming "you son of a bitch!" at the tv because it just gets me so scared sometimes and then I go to sleep right after too. I also watched Ghost Hunters last night and it got me really scared as well so I slept with both the tv and the light on, yeah I know Abby it's a waste of electricity! but I was soooo scared! hahaha, so why do I continue to watch the shows that continue to scare me?? uhhhh duh! cause it's interesting to learn and watch those kind of things.
   Yesterday we had a mentor/tutor program workshop, and lemme tell ya I honestly hate working with other people that I can't stand. We had to do some competitive crap and some of the people in my group play sports so of course they're gonna be competitive with everyone that has a different idea, so if we were to lose a round at a game yesterday, I blamed it on them for being such jerks, maybe if they weren't being a-holes I would have actually tried. Whateverrr.
  Abby this is funny! mom said I have to clean my room before I got out tomorrow but I was like "when I get home I take a nap and then when I get up from my nap I go out" and then she goes like "can you try and skip the nap? it won't take long to clean your room" and I was like quiet for a second and then I go like "Mommy, have you seen my room?" after we had cleaned the room like 3 weeks ago and it's back to the way it was! Insane or what?
   I got to get a new camera battery this weekend no matter what cause like I need to update on my pics and like show my new tatts! I love my new one, but ohmahgaw it killed to get it on the wrist, holy crap did it hurt! but totally worth it.
    On the show that i'm watcing the guy was sleeping and woke up to two disimbodied voices and he just said "I was terrified for the first time in my life, The voices sounded like they were arguing over me." I was just like ohhhh shit, DUDE BAIL THE HOUSE!!! don't be a proud moron, flippin get out!
It seems like sometimes when the people do leave it's always after they think they got rid of the spirit.
    well, gotta go, still got homework, of courrrse!

I bid thee goodnight!

          <3 Ahlanya

( Corpse Bride was on ABC family tonight, isn't that like wicked early Abby? we saw it in like June right?)

ahlanyaariel @ 2006-10-10T20:22:00

2006-10-11T00:42:03Z

               Okay so yeah, it's been a heck of a long time since I have updated. Not much is going on, oh wait actually I lied. SAT's are coming up this saturday for me, college searching is kinda hard, and a lot is going on. My room is changing, I got a tattoo!!, I watch Pride & Prejudice non-stop hahaha and I still can't bring myself to grow bored of it. My grades are doing good, except for math it's always math except this time i'm smart, the TA is dumb hahaha. Being 18 is annoying i'd rather have stayed 17 for like ever, there are so many songs for 17 year olds, i've never heard a song for an eighteen year old, unless you can count "I'm not a girl, not yet a woman" by Britney Spears although I know nobody does. OHHH!! I wanna put my senior quote in here omg lemme show youuu

             "So just live, have wonderful times, make mistakes, and never ever second guess who you are."
                  - Sex & the City

OMGAW is that like the most best senior quote you have ever heard?! it effin rocks.

    Mr. Darcy is hotttttt.

well I have homework...still.

I'll try to keep updating as much as possible cause like yeah.

Ahlanya <3

(PS: MISS YOU ABBBBYYYYY!!!!!)

effin blah

2006-06-05T02:13:05Z

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Finally Updating

2006-05-16T00:39:02Z

So I haven't updated in forever so I thought I would. School is closely but slowly coming to an end and I can hardly wait. Oh we had our junior prom in the last week of April and it was completly amazing, oh man I wish I could go back and relive it. Oh and I had seen Posiedon with some friends last Friday and I looooove that movie soooo much right now, Josh Lucas is probably one of the hottest guys I have ever seen his eyes are like umm gorgeous! annnnd they're real...no contacts I mean. I'm hoping to see that new movie this weekend that will be opening this Friday; See no Evil, that looks scary as all f*ck! haha. Oh and I got the new Red Hot Chili Peppers cd on Saturday, which someone should listen to (*cough* Abby!) it's awesome.

I wanted to have a bonfire this weekend in my backyard with some friends because I know this weekend will be good after all this crappy weather that we have for the past few 5 days already, hmmm i'm getting pretty pissed off about our crappy weather so far in EFFIN MAY!! I gotta get a wedding album for a class project for 7th period, where we have to make like our own wedding album or something I wouldn't do it but it's worth like 700 points of our grade NOT A QUARTER OF OUR GRADE BUT HALF OF IT. Nuff said, i'm doing it. and Then get invitations soon and also a photo album for my prom pics, i'm also looking forward to doing something for my parents' anniversary coming up on June 20th and I wanna make like either a big collage of family or get a big photo album and make a scrapbook (abby wanna help meee!!) oh yeah and abby we still gotta get your camera lol haha! Well i'm pretty worn out from even typing this let alond thinking all of it, so buh-bye!

ahlanya<3

Blah

2006-04-04T01:37:55Z

Not to tired at the moment, just waitng till i'm really tired so I thought I would update just cause again. Oh my gosh this weekend was so fun even though I hit a rough spot on Sunday, I think I was just annoyed with a few people that I really wanted gone. I could not stand them, just the way they were acting and just the way they are it's annoying. That aside lol, I was confused this morning I wasn't feeling well in the morning, but around ten I called my mom and was like "I think i'm gonna go in to school now." she was like "what? huh?" lol I was tired and had a sore throat at the time but I figured what's the point of staying home when i'm fine now.
We're working on the limo thing right now, i'm glad we all went over it so now we have 5 or 6 people commited to help paying for the limo which is rully gewd. And my dress fitting is tomorrow then on thursday there's gonna be an interesting wedding rehersal for my cousin that's getting married lol can't wait to watch that, then on friday i'm hoping that I can get together with some of my friends to see Stay Alive. Oh gosh prom tickets tomorrow tsk, I wish my mom could do that for me too lol. Oh and I loooooove my new baby cousin, Emma she is so adorable, can't wait to see her again. Well that's really it for now, nothing really else to say so yah.

Much Love,
Ahlanya Ariel <3

Banter

2006-03-30T02:10:27Z

Yes, I'm updating, not only for an obligation I feel but because i'm bored. I'm watching CSI and it's the one with the two women who are now on The OC. Best shows ever I might add (CSI & The OC really) there's not one person I know my age who does not watch The OC, I mean how could you not love it? it's like addicting. Gosh, i'm bored. I wish I had homework to do, honestly. It'll give me something to do. This weekend oh mah gaw is sooooo exciting Glori is coming with baby Emma!! I cannot wait to see what she looks like in person, cause all we've ever seen are pictures.
I told my mom about the hard ass class Personal Finance, it suuuuuucks, I mean I really hate it. I think it's the teacher, he doesn't really teach he just makes us write down notes all the time. It'd be easier to take up another study hall, but that's boring. I could draw? nah. Or maybe skip it... yeah right. I wish it were Friday tomorrow instead of Thursday, or if we had Friday off again like last week that would be sooooo good. Sleep in? Loves it.
Oh my dress is done!! I can't wait to see it. We really have to pull this darn prom thing together like seriously once and for all, everyone has really got to be responsable especially two, but I won't mention. We need the limo down and seating arrangements to be taken care of hopefully by tomorrow or early next week. We'll see, If everyone would be commited and serious, and responsible it would've been taken care of before. I think they're waiting for me! lol. whaaatever like I said we'll see, But i'm just looking forward to the weekend now, can't wait to meet my second cousin, Emma! how about you Abigail?????

Much Love,
Ahlanya Ariel <3

ahlanyaariel @ 2006-03-27T14:56:00

2006-03-27T19:54:54Z

Harry Potter Meme of All Memes by Osaku
Name/Username
Age
Gender
House	Slytherin
Wand	Ebony, 11", Dragon Heartstring
Best Course	Transfiguration
Worst Course	History of Magic
Pet	Korat cat
Patronus	Mountain Lion
Quidditch Job	Commentator
Wizard Candy	Canary Creams
Profession After School	Member of the Order of the Phoenix

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Hahaha
took this from abby...
What's a patronus???

Sundays

2006-03-27T00:45:45Z

        Of course the weekend came and went way to fast, It is already Sunday, and I always dread the Mondays. Rob's party on Saturday was fun, I met new people and learned I was bad at darts. Then after his party I went to my friend's house to show my new nose ring to some friends that were there. Everyone seemed to like it, expcept one person, you know who you are! lol j/p
        Tomorrow better not suck, at least the school year is almost over, and Summer is almost here, I can't wait until prom is over and done with I don't think it's gonna turn out as good as I think, I hate a majority of my class, there are only like 20 people I like from my graduating class out of like 100 something. whatever.
       But, I already got my dream dress so I don't want to waste that. We are supposed to have like really good weather all this week, like in the mid 50's so that is really awesome it makes me want to cry.... not now though. maybe like laterrrr. Well I have homework, but i'll probably make it up tomorrow night cause i'm really lazy right now to read anything or write. I'll update later, Maybe i'll post a poem tomorrow too. =) =) oh and sometime in April, TBS is playing the Lord Of The Ring, isn't TBS supposed to be a "very funny" station, I do not get how that dull ass movie is funny. hahaha.

Much Love,
Ahlanya Ariel <3

During School

2006-03-23T17:40:43Z

           It is now seventh period and I pretty much can't wait to go home, I have a really bad stomach ache right now and the nurse does not give out midol. No one is in the class they are all skipping it, only four people are here lol. I wish I had the guts to skip a class, but I just don't.
            The hallway sweepers are terrorizing them. Anyone who doesn't have a pass automatically gets a detention, even if they are like 30 seconds late for a class. Well it's really up to the teacher, but most of the time the students are caught. I can totally compare this school to a prison now. It is official. I hate being the good girl all the time, like going to all my classes while half the time people skip and they have some magical power so that they don't get caught, even the kids that get a detention and skip that, I don't recall much of them getting written back up for something worse, but I guarentee if I did all that I would be caught in a split second.
              I'm so glad we have Friday off! it is much needed. I doubt i'll sleep in even though I wish I would lol. I'll be doing something with my sister, and two of my cousins tomorrow so that will and better be fun. Well nothing much to do now, except stare at my other crush Dan, hope it's not too weird lol. Probably is, but eh. More later.

"Come, gentle night, come, loving, black-brow'd night,
Give me my Romeo; and, when he shall die,
Take him and cut him out in little stars,
And he will make the face of heaven so fine
That all the world will be in love with night
And pay no worship to the garish sun."
-Romeo & Juliet-

^favorite quote ever^

Much Love,
Ahlanya Ariel <3

A Look At Life

2006-03-21T02:10:59Z

There are so many obstacles to jump over in life. Sometimes it seems that whatever we want, we can only accomplish if we're good people. Not true. Anyone can change and anyone can do better things for themselves, A person has to want to change their ways. It seems like life can be a movie that is being watched 24/7, but by who? for me, I think God is watching our movie, and decisions we make, he is always there to help us get through it, good or bad situations.
What made me think all this, is when i'm alone and it's quiet and I really evaluate about what's happened or what is happening. A few of my friends just aren't feeling too hot nowadays and it hurts to see that they think thier life sucks at the moment, just cause they're ground for a week. It only sucks if you make it like that, make your life spectacular with all your talents and make the dreams you had as a child come true. Because in reality, you do really only live once. Don't take life for granted, don't do dumb things that aren't healthy for you, or aren't safe, anyone can have an awesome time at a party without drugs and alcohol, no one needs that in their system, and just respect people keep family close and friends close also, cause in this life they are what you need the most. So we may have obstacles and hard times, but to get through them only means that life is worth it after all.

"All the world's a stage,
And all the men and women merely players:"
-William Shakespeare-

much love,
Ahlanya Ariel <3

Quizz Entry

2006-03-20T02:16:55Z

I haven't updated in a loooong time so I thought I would, just cause. Posting some quizzes, cause I don't really have much to say for this entry lol.

You Are Buffy the Vampire Slayer

"We saved the world. I say we have to party."

What Superheroine Are You?

Let's Call You a Silver Digger

You don't weigh a man's appeal only on his income
But you've never been known to turn down a free dinner
Does this make you sleezy? Not at all!
Just make sure not to miss out on your dream guy...
Income brackets can change :-)

Are You A Gold Digger?

You Will Be a Traditional Bride!

You're the type of girl who is feminine, old fashioned, and totally traditional.
You've been dreaming of your wedding day since you were young
And you can't wait to be a princess in your big white gown.
It's likely that you'll have a big family wedding and take your husband's name
While a huge affair will be fun, just don't go all Bridezilla about the color of your napkins!

What Kind of Bride Will You Be?

Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman

Inside you've got the passion and ideals of a teenager
And your intensity for life is what attracts most of the men you date
You also like to party - and quite often you're the life of the party
You've brought the best of your younger years with you... at least most of the time.

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

You Belong in London

A little old fashioned, and a little modern.
A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock.
A unique woman like you needs a city that offers everything.
No wonder you and London will get along so well.

What City Do You Belong In?

yup, there's a lot, and they only took five minutes to post lol! I'll make actual updates later on.

Much Love,
Ahlanya Ariel <3

Just Talking

2006-03-17T01:59:18Z

Today we had a test in personal finance, and I think I pretty much bombed it. This teachers test/quizzes are the worst, he warned people that the class is hard and I just thought oh blah I can take it, uh wrong. I should have bailed out of that class when I had the chance, too late now. Maybe if i'm lucky i'll pass with a C or D.
Yeah so my throat virus should be gone by now (that was my sickness, a throat virus.) and that is a hella good thing, oh yes i'm ghetto when i'm funny. I'm reading another book called A Million Little Pieces it's so sad, but I heard the guy made some of the book up. Like he was on Oprah he said some of it was untrue and she went into some kind of crazy psycho rage, trying to destroy his career I guess, she even called printing places to make sure the Oprah Book Club seal was removed permanently. Hmm. Pshht I don't care it's a good book.
Oh I gotta hit Old Navy up for some hot spring clothes. Oh I love their skirts I can't wait till spring. I was in math class this morning and it started snowing. I was soooo mad and the teacher was like "and the first day of spring is supposed to be next week too." and i'm sitting there pissed off I can't even concentrate on finding the variable! ugh. Abby if you read this, what did you say was happening to the earth? something about global warming?
I'm gonna post a poem tonight, It'll be one of the ones I wrote in August of this previous Summer.

~~Intertwined~~

nothing could be more tiring
I can't bear to see you
to scared to move
even breathing could be easier
when you make me weak
unable to sleep

you know everything about me
how to work me
make me do what you say
i'm powerless around you
I fall to the floor for you

I'm walking on my knees
pale in the face
watching your every move
intertwined in the grace of your whispers
loving you is ecstasy
i'm on my knees
unable to breathe without you...

If someone asked me if I dedicate this to someone, it would be my crush, Steven, it's his last year at the high school :(

by: Ahlanya Ariel
7-26-05

Much love,
Ahlanya Ariel <3

Staying Home

2006-03-14T14:40:41Z

I stayed home again today. I just don't feel right, my throat is killing me it's all scratchy and bare, and I get headaches like every fifteen minutes, the same pounding throbbing headache. And last but not least just sniffles. I continue to watch the Golden Girls, cause everything else on tv happens to suck. It's this really sad episode where Rose thinks she might have HIV. It's sad how it could strike anyone, when no one even deserves it.

I'm reading this really good health book called, Lighten Up, it's a dietary book that helps to form a diet for yourself for life. Easy to stick to plans that are made for you, it's helpful so far. So not really much to say, I should be picking up my prom dress soon and getting it altered in time for my prom. I'm wicked excited for it, i hope everything works out fine.
I was supposed to go Hartford with my English class to view a play today, the play is A Raisin In The Sun, my class and I had been reading the play and studying it and our teacher had gotten tickets for us all to see the play, but unfortunately I get stuck with feeling crappy while missing something that I was really looking forward to seeing. Whatever. Maybe next time.
Well going to the doctors later on, oh yay! tsk.

much love,
Ahlanya Ariel <3

Edit://
Took my temperature, it is currently 99.3
going down in temperature i'm guessing.
which means, I will get better in time for the weekend. :)

This Weekend <3

2006-03-13T00:13:31Z

Well this weekend was really awesome! the weather was wicked nice and I finally got to wash my car after months of enduring terrible winter weather. So Friday I hung out with two amazing friends, steph & sarah AKA Stephaaay & Sarahlicious! lol, and we went to Chile's where this annoying bunch of girls were celebrating one of the annoying girls birthday, they were all wearing clothes from the same store AE, it's sad to see that they didn't know other great clothing stores beyond the typical and superficial AE, What I mean is, they only want popularity not originality. Buuuuuuuut that aside, after dinner we went to Friendly's for dessert and back to stephay's house where we played music and sat outside and talked, it was suuuuch a fun night!
Then on Saturday me and my parents woke up early to go to the gym where we stayed for like two hours, well maybe not that long but it felt like it. Went to breakfast then to an oil change for all three cars then to a local park afterwards with the dogs and walked around, my parents wanted to go twice around the park but I was like "ahhh I'll stay in the car!" so I rolled the windows down and and took pictures of the perfect day and layed down in the back, it was seriously relaxing, y'all should try it out lol.
Then later that night I went to my aunts to spend the night there with my aunt and cousin, my cousin and I went to a plaza that is near their house, that's like what we usually do sometimes like mostly during the summer, but the weather was great so we went on saturday, her and I looked at party city for 3 hours lol, that store is very fun! then went to between rounds for carmel lattes mhmm that's the shiz hahaha and of course scoped out some hot guys! Then went back to the house and watched What Lies Beneath for about the 5th time "damn it! not this movie again!!!" hahah Mari! At one point I went out onto their balcony at like 2 in the morning just to sit on a chair and look up at the stars and breathe in new coming spring, I can't wait for spring to be in full gear, it's gonna be awesome!! then today I just went home did some homework and, surprisingly, took a nap. Much needed, actually. Great weekend overall, next weekend should be fun too! can't wait!

So, from now on I'll be posting updates and recaps of my day and ocasional poems that I have written or in need of progress. So, leave comments cause there great and, check out my sister's page: The_Abinator cause she is wicked awesome!! and I will post more later.

much love,
Ahlanya Ariel <3

first entry!!

2006-03-11T20:44:53Z

This is my first entry. WOOT WOOT!!

i'll update later, i'm too tired.